The Greatest

Tonight's one of those nights where I feel inspired to write. 
Today, I've decided to update my blog, I changed my page banner. It's simply but it took some effort.

While writing, I'm actually having The Greatest Showman playing in the background. Is it weird that I'm so obsessed with this show? This is probably my 5th time watching this in a span of 2 weeks. I'm just so in love with the songs and how motivated I feel after watching it. 

I noticed my blog is filled with alot of emotions. Mostly sadness but always about my emotions. As I've told someone this once, my life revolves heavily around music and every song I play reminds me of an emotion, be it sadness, happiness, anxiousness, excitements... I guess in some ways, this movie The Greatest Showman played it's part. 

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What is it like loving someone from afar? 

What is it like dreaming of a future with someone out of your reach? 

You said you're rather be hurt than to be the one to hurt

By saying that you made me cry happy tears

It's been a while since I've met someone like you 

If Aladdin had granted me 3 wishes

I would be selfish and wished to be near you 

Or better yet 

I wished we had met in different circumstances

But I guess, I would settle for what we have now 

I'm glad I found you 

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We agreed to stay as friend

Good friends 

I always want you to play a role in my world

Whether as friends or lovers 

The situation we are in is fucked up 

Wish we could fake it till we make it 

We would pretend that our fears are irrelevant

But there is no assurance that we could hold on forever

Let's not make empty promises

Let's make promises we could keep 

I promise to be there when a girl breaks your heart 

Always. 

As JP would say

I know, you know, we know we weren't meant for each other and it's fine.