We're One Mistake From Being Together ~

A little bit of me, a whole lot of you.
You know the song Seventeen Forever by MetroStation? That's how I'm feeling right now. That mix feeling I'm having towards you.

It's been a while since I felt that way. I really like you, I really do. I'm just so scared. Too scared to express it, too scared to ask. If I could just see what and how you're feeling towards me. I'd be happy.

The little thoughts I have about you, makes me like you even more. It's odd that we were complete strangers just a couple of weeks ago and look where we are now?

"We're one mistake from being together, 
But let's not ask why it's not right
You won't be seventeen forever 
And we can get away with this tonight"

I would like to make that night happen...some night soon.
Please understand that despite all these obstacles, I would very much like to give us a try because I just want to. Drowning myself in love songs, simply to hope that you do not think otherwise. Silly me, thinking all will be good with love songs on loop.

I built myself a bubble, to shield myself from all the pain and heartbreaks. I just hope, hope that you would be kind enough to give us a try :)

"He's got me thinking about him constantly
But he don't know how I feel 
And as she carries on without a doubt
I wonder if he's figured out 
I'm crazy for this boy."

I could go on and on about my mixed up feelings about him but I shall not dwell on it too much - I might just feel shittier that I already am. Whatever is said, I'm still scared. Very scared to express myself.

Therefore, I'm preparing myself emotionally for the worse...